Be visited personage: Miss Zhang
The precis writer arranges: Reporter Liu Fang who is on probation
Within Ma Yuan road park, I and Miss Zhang sit on park centre Shi Tai county , she apologizes to me for to arriving late without stop for half hour. That I am expressed again and again to her it's all right , she is still felt feeling sorry. Until I cause a topic of conversation to arrive at she makes an appointment with me this time when on the purpose coming out , she stops civility just now , begins to give an account of ... to me ...
Originally got married , had nothing to do with love
I am not fond of him , we go to ultimately when tell the truth , knowing a husband for the first time, together, love is completely irrelevant and.
More than ten years ago, I study in one li of city family barber's shop. That time because that store not having the proficient barber,business was always not good. A day , the master bring along a young fellow , the apprentice who speaks before being him, comes to give a hand in the store. When and speaking in the presence of us if business is ready for, the come untied branch in the future, this store lets him work out a reason.
We know job middle very well gradually , also sit down for chatting sometimes, that he gives a hand coming criticizing him in the store, is really not to think of the branch meeting a master , now the master has difficulty to find him , he thinks that ought to give master a hand. Have done the queen , li of store business really well from him get up , have felt more famous , as composing more and, the barber has been also gradually many, master but the promise being advanced for an originally no longer. While he is making arrangement for opening a branch, just do everything possible to drive him walking. I had detested master's method of work very much at that time , had looked at the figure viewed from behind who lets him leave in that day , had grown sympathy in the heart. Afterwards, we meet again , just, I comfort him , encourage him. Maybe be me excessively regard, make the confidence that he has had to run after me. I loved him , am disgusted with him neither , I have handed over self's arms and surrender but under his strong power attack, have become his bride.
Just get married losing hope very much being looking at penniless family , our in those days, a face to face such family is stimulated not getting the least bit fervency, but frozen mitten facing me , he do not care at all , only, assent to every proposal to me , love dearly to have add. One year later, the daughter has been born. Child's arrival has let my first time "have down-to-earth feeling to , has had very vivid understanding to happiness. The husband who is satisfied originally right away very much also is the whole day but hanging with smiling expression on face , gives consideration to considerate right down to the most trivial detail to me and the daughter, all household duties he all undertake, cook meal , wash clothes , look after children.
While one people is moved, his (her) love also may come into being from this. I know this self can't be seprated from again also this man in the lifetime, until I have found the feeling being in love just now now.
Because of kindhearted, he is repeatedly cheated
The husband being criticized often to me , being suffering losses is good fortune. But his get a beating has eaten quite a few for many years, not only what good fortune not to having brought about, on the contrary having brought about edless puzzle for his and family and tormented. But husband very kindhearted , help a handful no matter who have difficulty as long as he knows a city, his good intention is cheated but repeatedly.
We have fired one barber's shop , store after getting married, I work out a reason , he goes to work in one advertizing company , come to give a hand in the store once in a while. He comes to store lining in that day , just meets a young fellow who comes to a haircut previously. I play in the store, but I know not very to him though the young fellow has nothing to arrive at often, know he makes Bao An in our neighbouring store unit only. Chat to the store outside after the young fellow sees a husband in that day,to be pulling him, I do not know they chat what, sees mysterious appearance of young fellow only. After that day, the young fellow has not come to store lining again. He disappears suddenly puzzling me , I ask about a husband that day their conversation content. The husband has been held back equivocating finally for the half of the day, field have told me. It truns out that young fellow and he say self has stolen 1000 yuan from brother-in-law Bao Li , has been afraid that the brother-in-law finds that a thing is made known to public going out, he regrets that self acts on impulse having done the stupid thing very much , think of with the 1000 yuan going back, may already have wiped out qian , being able to from husband borrow his 1000 yuan. That time considers a husband getting confused temporarily to the young fellow , such is young, just in case the brother-in-law exposes the thing really, may have destroyed for life. The future , husband for the young fellow have taken on one's body 200 yuan out coming out , have taken a look at 800 fairly incomplete pieces , have borrowed 800 yuan from the niece and the elder sister place right away giving a young fellow.
I have known he is deceived this time , he has borrowed money to give others many time like this in this more than ten years. Be informed that the young fellow resigns from the unit as was expected as was expected, after the event, that day, day just being that he borrows money place from the husband. Take a look on that appearance let husband lose because of being deceived , I do not blame , hope that he can fall into pit becoming more clever in the heart only. But be fooled in less than how long , he once again.
A day , the husband have gone to stand in train the south handling affairs , have met the friend that a ten sees have no time for many years. That person sees him showing extremely fervently , asks about and his condition late years. Husband inform that of person self makes decoration and the billboard now , the friend listens to the day afer tomorrow be interested in very much , ask that whether he knows a few bricklayers or not, he has wrapped up a project lately , not bad compose together with the husband. He puts up , the person husband looks for the fitting up fee , the fee contracting for a job. And hear these , the husband promise down very gladly, make up a deficiency hand very quickly, get rid of the place that the friend allocates labouring. Make a fitting up needing to buy material, he goes to look for a friend to have no way with money , the friend is criticized let him turn about to calculate together for the time being first on the cushion. Husband think that the friend may be to be short of money now , have no many what to say, just go home having held a more than 1,000 yuan. As long as being to buy material, that friend lets him put in money afterwards right away. The time , husband the time limit for a project is ended look for a friend to want service charge for the bricklayer , his so-called friend disappears , calls every time but to be hiding unexpectedly, push tomorrow today, he , will push next week tomorrow, can not find a shadow all the time. The plasterer is a husband look for come, he thinks that this responsibility responds to self right away be defeated , he has issued salary for plasterer from taking out an about 5,000 yuan at home. But, he has not still found that friend so far.
Husband the heart is good , whom he does not all fortify to, who is face to face all very frank , does not know number happened in this kind of thing in our this collective life more than ten years. May wonder if how he can't has figured out why unexpectedly this time , have lost confidence even to life.
(Talk Miss Zhang stops to here, open small in one's hands plastic bag , inside thing is held I being thought that, a capital getting divorced preparing ID card , registered permanent residence by agreement copy. Miss Zhang said you had seen the agreement book getting divorced so simple? )
In the self-accusation, he gets divorced suggesting that
A few days ago, husband get divorced suggesting that abruptly to me , go round Department of Civil Affairs to go through formalities and being pulling me. His reason is that self this several years have not been earned money by home till now, on the contrary often from having no way with money at home to the outside, self has owed a debt because of helping others as early as outside. The house has built regards at home very longtime , may because of his generosity brings about home poor, even the door have not pretended so far, he thinks that being less than fair to our and child. The agreement getting divorced is that he writes , content is very simple, be nothing but his body produces a family. He said the queen who gets divorced , he ends troubles by death , such has not been a burden on me.
I do not know he looks at why suddenly life so gloomy. I have not signed on the agreement getting divorced , I think that this cannot include the reason why getting divorced at all , we respect each other like guests but during the past these years , never had have made a noise stirring up disturbance in if our husband and wife makes sense because of affection breaks really , such gets divorced. That I say money calmly to the husband is really not important in that day to us , there are our and two daughters although money has been swindled,they are our maximal a lifetime wealth. May disregarding I how to say is the husband having no way to pull out in secondary self-accusation. I have to make a field clear to him finally indicate: I am unable to sign on the agreement getting divorced.
At that moment I am resolute needing to help him to find back original being confident again, because of supporting up him is to support up this family right away. Husband see that I do not get divorced starting go so far as to hide, my already several several days have not seen him , telephone cannot also get through. I worry about his ... really quite ...
The (gentle breeze has blown over , a thread of cold intention has come, but now I in the heart but Nuan Nuan, this couple's block of wood is away from not abandoning , making me very affected, especially, that "supporting up him has been to support up this family right away ", seal has been in me deeply in the heart. Miss Zhang gives an account of a husband to me when many times getting cheated was once deceived experiencing , one does not complain that, have been only kindheartedness emphasizing a husband again and again , have emphasized that life in the originally is so difficult again and again bulging over, what this before self's eyes difficulty counts. I hope that the Miss Zhang husband finds back the confidence living here, there is a such nice wife what thing to still have taking things too hard? )
Repairing story: The reporter receives the Miss Zhang telephone to come the dozen once again before distributing news dispatches, she criticizes a husband called to her yesterday , he is able to go home and after saying the psychology waiting to finish adjusting self,
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